Starting over & time for an overhaul...

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My poor Bubba has suffered for almost 6 years now with breathing problems, constant bowel impactions, turning blue for no apparent reason, always sniffling, coughing and short of breathe!!! We have had him in every hospital, doctors office, specialists you name it!!! He has been admitted to the hospital more times than I even care to count, and he has spent more time than any child should being poked, prodded and irritated!!! He has even had some very trying stays in the PICU, and we have almost lost him on more than 1 occasion!!! All we ever heard from the doctors was, "He's Fine, We can't find anything wrong, Just keep giving him treatments (around the clock), Heres some more meds try these" and THE ALL TIME WORST THING "Your just going to have to deal with it" WHAT?!?!?! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!! Ok yeah no problem at all, he can just suffer, struggle to breathe and live a normal daily life, have an SPO2 way below normal, not be...

I would love to know just exactly where children get all of the energy they have (I have got to get me some), my big guy has been sick all week, and my little guy hasn't slept through the night in 3 weeks and yet they are both bright eyed and cheery toed at 6 AM!!! "GOOD MORNING MOMMY!!! LETS GET UP AND HAVE JUICE AND WATCH TV!!!!" Ahhhhh!!!! So.....Little guy had me up from 1-2:30, 4-5 and not to mention being up at 10:00 for a little while as well, then I have been watching over the Big guy like a hawk because of his breathing issues, which he hasn't been sleeping more than 8 hrs a night either!!! Don't get me wrong I absolutely love that they are both so cheery and happy when they get up, but really, 6 AM!!!!! Where does the energy come from if they aren't getting nearly enough sleep to re-charge?! Anyway, sorry for the rant, but jeez kids come on now Momma needs at least one 4 hour stretch this week!!! HAHA (or maybe just a bottl...

...What a year it has been!!!   He stepped into our lives 10 weeks earlier than he was supposed to, in a totally unexpected uproar, and god bless his little heart he hasn't stopped yet!!! It was unlike any other Sunday, I was home doing the normal putz around and lounging, except I just didn't feel well. I was all caught up in nausea, tiredness, belly ache...I just plain old felt like crap lol... I went to bed that night, only to wake a few hours later to find myself getting sick, and that's when the pain started! I thought at first just an upset stomach, that maybe I had eaten something that didn't agree with me! After a few hours I knew something just wasn't right, I woke my husband and mother up after calling the on-call OB to tell them we had to trek the hour to the hospital because something was wrong! After waking up my “Big Man” and packing him to go to Didi ’s we headed out, and that's when the contractions started and the pain multiplied...